Published dream diary · English · released source text
Four Hours for a Horse and Butterflies
Nathalie Regard
101-nights -sleep and dream study night 015 (2023) · DREAMS section, Night 15; all recalled sections in this source-night entry, before the separate Day-by-Day waking log.
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At first my memory is weak, but then I remember a dream. We have an agreement with [person A] regarding a space that I have to lend him in exchange for a contract. I must open a door for him.
[person A] is expecting a copy of the book of dreams I published. My mother overhears about that and asks me for a copy, too. To avoid problems, I would prefer she not read it, since there are fragments that mention our sometimes precarious relationship.
I’m in the middle of a contradiction, caught in between the contract I have with [person A] and the limit I would like to set with my mother.
I’m surrounded by friends and acquaintances. Tonight is New Year's Eve,
and I go outside, wondering how the others will celebrate it.
I meet [person B] by chance outside her family' house. The [family name redacted] have a house on a big piece of land with an arcade as an entrance. I ask her how they’ll celebrate, and she says they plan to spend the night exclusively among themselves. [person B] tells me that she can invite me, as long as I go alone. The people who are with me cannot attend, as it is a closed family group, I believe.
Others will also celebrate among their own acquaintances, each group separately.
[person A] asks me what I'm going to do, but I'm still figuring out my options.
In the end, I remember that [person C], [person D] and I have to set up an exhibition for [person A]. I need to coordinate them. It is an installation with a horse and four butterflies hanging from the ceiling. The thing is we have very little time. At
first we had two weeks, but now we have a mere four hours. The most efficient way would be to use the butterflies [person D] gave me, so I would just have to paint the horse.
The best I could negotiate with [person A] is that to finance the expenses, which do not seem high to me, [person D] pays 25 dollars, and [person C] and I together put in the other 50%.
Night 015
Source & context
A published self-diary by Nathalie Regard in 101 nights, co-created with Guillaume Dumas. Released English text; original language/translator not stated. Recalled sections from one source night stay grouped. Statements about people, health and events describe dreams, not verified facts or diagnoses. Not a Synastry community submission.
Nathalie Regard (dreamer, diarist and recorder); Guillaume Dumas (project co-creator). 101-nights -sleep and dream study night 015. Zenodo, 2023. DOI 10.5281/zenodo.7783475. CC BY 4.0. Synastry added navigation metadata, normalized linewraps and visibly bracketed changes; no new dream narrative or translation.
Only the source-night ordinal is used. The metadata publication year is not a dream date; month/day source headings are not promoted to an exact calendar date. No real-world personal location is inferred.
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DREAMS section, Night 15; all recalled sections in this source-night entry, before the separate Day-by-Day waking log.
The original text and redactions are preserved. The page title is an editorial navigation label.
Private references are visibly bracketed; any omitted no-recall preface or source recording/metadata heading is explicitly bracketed. Paragraph linewraps normalized. Title/themes/scene description are editorial navigation additions; no new narrative or translation.
Released English source wording retained with documented visible privacy substitutions and bracketed source-marker omissions; paragraph linewraps folded. No assertion of original language or translator.
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