Published dream diary · English · released source text

The Painting with a Nocturnal Glow

Nathalie Regard

101-nights -sleep and dream study night 095 (2023) · DREAMS section, Night 95; all recalled sections in this source-night entry, before the separate Day-by-Day waking log.

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I am visiting a completely unfamiliar place. I am inside and outside a painting that I am painting.

I dream a sort of analogy between painting and dreaming that opens a new dimension within the dream.

At night, in a public place, there is a car parked on the street under electricity wires. In my hands, I have all the necessary materials to artificially illuminate my painting. All I have to do is to paint the roof of the car and apply a layer of oil paint to spread it out to the limit. The oil that I have is semisolid. The brush melts it, as I move it across the canvas, and it stays on the

surface of the support, where the ceiling light goes. I control the motion to achieve this consistency and transform it into a delicate nocturnal glow.

Simultaneously, a studio meeting is going on inside the building; it is the end of a conference. [person A] is there, and I awkwardly confess a personal matter, I think I have Asperger’s syndrome. She looks well prepared. She takes out a questionnaire to conduct a test. I watch her as she draws circles where the dots of the “I”s go all along the page.

I find it hard to believe [person A] also has this syndrome. It is actually disconcerting.

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A published self-diary by Nathalie Regard in 101 nights, co-created with Guillaume Dumas. Released English text; original language/translator not stated. Recalled sections from one source night stay grouped. Statements about people, health and events describe dreams, not verified facts or diagnoses. Not a Synastry community submission. Diagnostic or bodily language is retained only as the diarist’s dream recollection; it is not an actual diagnosis or a description of diagnostic criteria.

Nathalie Regard (dreamer, diarist and recorder); Guillaume Dumas (project co-creator). 101-nights -sleep and dream study night 095. Zenodo, 2023. DOI 10.5281/zenodo.7860620. CC BY 4.0. Synastry added navigation metadata, normalized linewraps and visibly bracketed changes; no new dream narrative or translation.

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DREAMS section, Night 95; all recalled sections in this source-night entry, before the separate Day-by-Day waking log.

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