Dream report 7018583

I was back at the old house I grew up in. I was walking up the sidewalk and a black bear cub started chasing me so I took off running. Pretty soon here come the momma black bear chasing both of us around the house. As I was running I managed to dig out the key to the front door out of my pocket. When I got into the house mom was sitting there in her recliner in the front room with just a light dimly lite. All I could do is say "Hi mom, what are you doing here"? All she said was that she was tired and wanted to come home and take a nap. As I went to hug her there was a loud bang. I looked up and didn't see anything. When I looked back for mom she was gone. That's when I woke up in with tears running down my check. Every time I've every reached out for mom, dad or son something always happens and I never get to touch them.