Published dream diary · English · released source text
The Visit to the Forbidden Studio
Nathalie Regard
101-nights -sleep and dream study night 009 (2023) · DREAMS section, Night 9; all recalled sections in this source-night entry, before the separate Day-by-Day waking log.
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I remember a dream that is too intense. We jump through a great flow of energy, into the void.
[person A] is my companion, and his presence inspires love. He takes me to a place that I refuse to remember. His presence signifies a great opportunity. Unfortunately, though, I don’t want to believe it. I lack interest, despite the honour of his being there.
The dream continues with [person B], at the seashore, taking him somewhere I cannot recall. We are carrying white cardboard, which I suppose is to design a new project. As we go, a woman stands in our way, forcing us to stop at her administration office to do unnecessary paperwork.
[Source recording-status heading omitted.]
In the dream, I remember the brief visit of friends. [person C] and perhaps my friend [person D] came all the way from the atelier in Montreuil to see me here. It’s an honour to have them in my studio, from which I am forbidden to leave. I am not free, and their visit makes me really happy. We smoke a joint and chat. [person C] confesses that his friendship with [person E] came to an end because he stole his girlfriend. That’s a pity, but sometimes things go that way.
The time comes when they have to go. I have to accept that it’s the end of the visit. I don’t want them to leave so soon, but there's very little I can do about it, which is a familiar feeling. In the dream, I look around and think this place resembles a living room more than an artist’s workshop.
They are not here anymore.
The foyer, on the ground floor of the building, looks like a deluxe hotel lobby.
A car driven by [person F] is waiting for them. I suppose he’ll take them to the airport. I’m grateful for their visit.
Night 009
Source & context
A published self-diary by Nathalie Regard in 101 nights, co-created with Guillaume Dumas. Released English text; original language/translator not stated. Recalled sections from one source night stay grouped. Statements about people, health and events describe dreams, not verified facts or diagnoses. Not a Synastry community submission.
Nathalie Regard (dreamer, diarist and recorder); Guillaume Dumas (project co-creator). 101-nights -sleep and dream study night 009. Zenodo, 2023. DOI 10.5281/zenodo.7783277. CC BY 4.0. Synastry added navigation metadata, normalized linewraps and visibly bracketed changes; no new dream narrative or translation.
Only the source-night ordinal is used. The metadata publication year is not a dream date; month/day source headings are not promoted to an exact calendar date. No real-world personal location is inferred.
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DREAMS section, Night 9; all recalled sections in this source-night entry, before the separate Day-by-Day waking log.
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Released English source wording retained with documented visible privacy substitutions and bracketed source-marker omissions; paragraph linewraps folded. No assertion of original language or translator.
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Content notes
- Substance use within dream
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